my second post for today's
Friday, June 09, 2006
[music][for you i will*teddy geiger]
im so not in the mood to do gp.. hardly done.. im not chtting but still so distracted.
oo forgot to mention i made gowri listen to the song sometimes by britney as i wanted her to know something. thnxx resh for sending her the song- meant lots.
anw the song doesnt and hopefully isnt as important anymore and tt gowri was like kinda omg.. sigh.. ohwells
lately in a reflective mode-- confusing myself all the time and im only making things worse for myself..
anihoo mummy has been bringing us out and oo lotsa money was spent.. so no more outings.
hmm gp is still waiting for me and im still not keen in completing it.
hmm today wasnt myself ok nows not today since its past 12
ginny cld tell since i didnt eat much and i didnt dress as usual.. im weird la. she was like shock when she saw me. and dun wry ginny i know ur normal.. same here.. all of us going through some lil crisis. i think our crisis is so totally self-fufilling.
i really feel like taking a walk but its so late. walks are fun. maybe tmr.. hmm where? botanic or mall?
need someone to talk to but have been really difficult.. im the person who expects ppl to know wads wif me so i guess wth.
oo i can recall someone saying 'i can see through you' haha hii gowriii:)) you helped me much although you confused me just as much too lol
was reading my prev posts since didnt wan to do gp and its so sad i cant view it on the blog since it does not have an archive for prev posts. ok gtg mum switching off modem. bye
23:58:00 loved